start tomorrow. im at clemson. ive been here for three days now. i havent made many friends and it doesnt quite feel like home yet. i didnt expect it too, but that will come with time. anyway, the last four years on this journal/diary/whatever were utterly filled with angst and uncertainty. this was a blog i ran in high school. a place for my thoughts. but now that high school is over, i feel like im dragging this out. ive said goodbye to everyone in columbia that i could. theyre moving on. im moving on. life is moving on. i had better get on myself.
im supposed to be grown up now. i certainly dont feel it. i just turned 18 but its a number. i dont want to forget the people ive met up to now. really. the people i have met have shaped me to who i am.
in no particular order
cross country. trinity presbytery youth council. seven oaks presbyterian youth group. computer science research. parameters. daniel kyre. frankies fun park. starbucks. junior year. senior year. mary beth. barry lindler. christi and franklin fant. mary harley fant. tate fant. andrew fant. marie mcgowan. patrick mcgowan. michael mcgowan. avery dominick. grey rhodes. barry lindler deserves to be here twice. ariane krusling. roland hakes. lucy counts. ali savage. justin moore. sunah lee. brad mitchell. and countless others.
to those i did not mention that will almost certainly never see this post: i apologize
so this is it. i feel silly almost for making a “goodbye” post, but now that im no longer in high school, i just feel like i should wrap it up.
things are really weird right now
but in a good way